Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Merry Christmas Joanna! I wish I was with you to see your happy face and let you know how much I love you. You are a beautiful child and precious to me honey. I am so proud to be your nana, Love you God bless you honey

Thursday, December 19, 2013

I am exhausted, following a very strict juicing diet . I am very depressed and having trouble hanging on. The pressure of this decision over surgery/chemo is too much for me to bear. I DO NOT want it!!! Yet my family is turning against me because of this decision. I am alone all the time and feel overwhelmed and pressured. I just want to go be with Jesus. I cannot stop crying and feel worthless and hopeless. There is no counselor to talk to and our insurance is changing. I don't know what to do and am getting pressured on every side except by my husband who will not say what I should do. Please HELP ME GOD!

Monday, December 16, 2013

Hi Jojo,
 It is hard to put into words just how much I love you! I am always praying for you and concerned about your every need. I only wish I was closer so I could be a part of your life more.
 Only God knows what the future holds but I will always believe God is good, He is faithful and He is in control.
Thinking of your at Christmas time honey <3 Lots of BIG HUGS ,Your loving Nana

Thursday, December 12, 2013

HI Jojo,
I am praying very hard for God's wisdom and discernment in whether to go through with the surgery or not. One Dr says no one says yes. We are praying for God to give us confirmation on which is God's plan for my life.
I already know I want to live and not die and declare the works of the Lord!
I also want to see you and spend time with you precious girl. I already know Jesus has a plan and purpose for your life- Jeremiah 29:11-13
I am following my new raw foods diet and juicing and my tumor marker numbers are going down! I am believing God for a total healing, his will be done, In Jesus name amen Love you! Love Nana

Monday, December 9, 2013

Hi Jo, Nana is starting a new healthy eating program. I am believing God for a total healing of this evil cancer. I think by juicing and eating raw food that my body can heal itself. I am praying about what to do about the surgery. I feel scared. I see you got my fish quilt today. You look so pretty honey. God bless you and keep you in His care, love you so much! Nana

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Hi jojo, I am sending you some wonderful books on prayer, GOD LOVES YOU! I am so happy to find these books. i love you too soo very much.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Hi Jojo, It is hard to believe it is already December! The days always seem to go faster the older I get. I miss you and am praying for you always honey.I am scheduled for surgery soon. I pray God will let me see you again. I love you dear one. love Nana